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such a sucker for a sweet talker [09 Oct 2002|07:38pm] [ mood | gloomy ] [ music | tbs - bike scene ] yeah yo, im back. hehe hawhaw. sooner than expected a lot has gone down and i got this lovely layout thx to my sugardumplin steff :x <3 ehhh wow i dont even know where to start so much i got a car a new goped uhh im almost straight edge and im doing really well in school, if any1 wants detail on ths business IM me. [2] - TBS.

Heh! [20 Sep 2002|11:23pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | Good Charlotte - Change ] How is everybody doing? Well, Jeff's alright. He calls me every once in awhile. I know that you all miss him, cause I do too, a lot. Anyways, I redid his journal for him, cause I figured it was time for a change. :x It's Mr.Potato Head. Mwahaha -evil smile.- Pookie Bear, ily<3 TBS.

to dana [07 Sep 2002|02:40am] moving on is so hard to do but you've made it so easy for me to leave you, i know you're crying but i don't care this time, im leaving you... taking whats mine, you know that i will always love you, but there will always be a part of me. that never wants to see you again. don't tell you're sorry those words mean nothing to me now, just tell me that you're never coming back, don't tell me it's alright we've already run out of time so, say goodbye... you always want what you can't have and you'll never have me again, you think im playing one of your stupid games but this is the end and things will never be the same. you know that i will always love you, but there will always be a part of me that never wants to see you again. don't tell you're sorry those words mean nothing to me now, just tell me that you're never coming back, don't tell me it's alright we've already run out of time so, say goodbye... [3] - TBS.

lmao. [05 Sep 2002|11:02pm] drawbridges: YO SON IM FINGALICKIN CRACKALACKIN GOOD freaky luce: YO SON I HATE TO INFORM YOU BUT YOU ARE... freaky luce: FINGALICKIN CRACKALACKIN GOOD ONLY BECAUSE UR TUMMY IS FILLED WITH COOOKIE CRISPS freaky luce: otherwise freaky luce: blahhhhh drawbridges: lolol drawbridges: yo lucy since like im single and i jump from girl to girl cuz i never loved them so i dont have to get over them, so what do u say me and you.. dating... fucking.. sucking..fingering...licking..kissing...cracka...lacking...good freaky luce: lolololol freaky luce: damn jeff you really know how to woo a girl freaky luce: go up to them and say "lets fuck" freaky luce: word, my kinda guy<3 lol drawbridges: fosho drawbridges: youre the only person who hasnt slapped me :X freaky luce: lmfao freaky luce: IM A LEADER NOT A FOLLOWER freaky luce: WORD UP drawbridges: HOLLA HOLLA drawbridges: DOLLA DOLLA freaky luce: ITS MURDAHHHH freaky luce: :X drawbridges: rotfl! drawbridges: o man freaky luce: o woman drawbridges: o girl freaky luce: o boy freaky luce: o shit freaky luce: o pee freaky luce: o diahrrea freaky luce: o constipation freaky luce: har drawbridges: rotfl wtf u weirdo freaky luce: lmao freaky luce: shut up freaky luce: ;[ freaky luce: its opposites freaky luce: dont be stupid freaky luce: ;o drawbridges: O drawbridges: SHIT I JUST REALIZED THAT freaky luce: LMAO freaky luce: SLOWWWWWW freaky luce: you're like the turtle freaky luce: and i'm the rabbit freaky luce: < FASTER THAN U drawbridges: f u freaky luce: L u 2 freaky luce: (: drawbridges: aw -fux- freaky luce: aw -fake orgasms- freaky luce: :X drawbridges: rotfl drawbridges: youre a bitch freaky luce: lol drawbridges: I THINK YOU HAVE YOUR RED DOT. freaky luce: I THINK U HAVE YOURS freaky luce: YOUR TINY TINY RED DOT freaky luce: WITH THE SPOT BANDAIDS drawbridges: LOLOLOLOL drawbridges: NOOOOO drawbridges: I TOLD U drawbridges: ONCE A YEAR freaky luce: FUNNY freaky luce: SEEMS LIKE freaky luce: U HAVE IT freaky luce: LOTS MORE freaky luce: ALWAYS BITCHING AND SHIT</3 freaky luce: :X drawbridges: FU drawbridges: YOURE THE MEAN 1 freaky luce: LU freaky luce: YOURE THE MEAN 2 freaky luce: :/ freaky luce: I dunno freaky luce: im not mean ;D freaky luce: im soooooooo nice to you freaky luce: FUHRIZZLE drawbridges: lol drawbridges: fuhrizzle drawbridges: lolololololol freaky luce: ;x freaky luce: dont hate freaky luce: u know youre gonna be using it freaky luce: to be just like me freaky luce: :X drawbridges: lol nooo drawbridges: i hate that word k thx freaky luce: lol yaaaaa drawbridges: dot com freaky luce: FUHRIZZLE DOT COM freaky luce: :X freaky luce: mk freaky luce: leaving dot com drawbridges: lol ok freaky luce: goodnight dot com freaky luce: <3 dot com drawbridges: night slash net drawbridges: YO drawbridges: TODAY IN COMPUTER CLASS freaky luce: ... drawbridges: WE WERE TALKING ABOUT INTERNET WORDS drawbridges: AND I WAS LIKE drawbridges: DOT COM drawbridges: SLASH NET freaky luce: LOL drawbridges: DOT ORG freaky luce: rofl freaky luce: were they right? drawbridges: yeh drawbridges: except ofr slash net freaky luce: oh freaky luce: word freaky luce: GOOD JOB freaky luce: more coooooookie crisps for you! freaky luce: K GOODNIGHT SMARTYPANTS<3 drawbridges: FUCK YEAH drawbridges: :D night ms bitchy drawbridges: <3 freaky luce: :p freaky luce: NOT NICE drawbridges: ;x drawbridges: ilu freaky luce: ilu2 freaky luce: i guess freaky luce: ;x freaky luce: nah jk drawbridges: :[ freaky luce: lol freaky luce: ILU GOODNIGHT YOU SEXAY THANG<33333333!~@!~ drawbridges: AWWW freaky luce: WORD freaky luce: NOW SMILE drawbridges: ILU2 GOODNIGHT YOU FREAKAY THANG drawbridges: <3333333333333333333333333 TBS.

It's meee! [05 Sep 2002|10:25pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | Michelle Branch - Goodbye To You ] Jeffy :-* Hey hunnie. I was extremely bored and am about to go to bed, but I wanted to post in your journal. You let me because we're like this :crosses fingers: Yeah buddy!. Time for me to go to bed. I've got a really bad sore throat. I'm gonna hack into your journal much more now. Mwahahaha. :X <3Steffy TBS.

i know youre mine all mine and u look so good it hurts sometimes your body is a wonderland [02 Sep 2002|01:00am] [ mood | happy ] [ music | korn - daddy ] well well well, yesterday was my birthday the big 16. i had a party it sucked, but thats because i went into my room for a lil and talked to dana and krystina and there was this whole bit going on but whatever then i left to go back to the party and i smoked like 2 bowls,a joint, and i had some screwdrivers i was pretty done for the night and then everyone started leaving around like 11 and i called dana around that time and since i was still a little tipsy everything just came out but i was lost for words. well then today i went out with my dad cuz shannon was sick, and me and my dad went to the mall rotfl. and i got some etnies and some pants. then we went to toys r us because we were bored and my dad found a football and we started playing and hes making me go through the isles and whatnot, and i did so he threw it over the racks, and we got kicked out :x rotfl it was fun, then we went to wendys and got some food and then i came home and talked to dana. and i was so fucking stupid and acted before i thought and i broke up with her, but then i realized how fucking stupid i was and i called her up and she was all how can i know u wont hurt me again and then i started 2 cry becuz she only wanted 2 be friends and if we were friends we wouldnt talk anymore cuz i didnt want friendship so then i wasl ike " im gonna go " and shes like " no youre not " and im like why not and shes like because i dont want u to leave me. and im like well whats the point in talking to u if 1 u dont want what i want and 2 if youre not gonna talk and shes like .i love you, and im like if you love me then be with me. and shes like okay. and woo we're back together...im so happy i didnt lose her i would have died. but we're good now i think. i was talking to jimmy about it and hes like " well, are you sure shes with you because she wants to be and because she loves you, or is she with you because she knows if you guys were just friends you wouldnt talk?" iunno. but as long as i have her im fine. i love her to death and i dont wanna be without her. im never gonna hurt her again im gonna be perfect. im gonna be good for her, and i feel bad though because i didnt give her time to think about it because im not gonna be around monday or tuesday and wednesday is school so iunno. but it'll work out because i cant loose her. ill make it work. every extra minute i have it will be devoted towards her and im always going to be thinking about her. :]. hm, for my birthday my dad got me a black ford focus. and he gave me 300$ :o. and i got money from everyone else so i got a shitload of money to put away and save for college. speaking of which, my dad started talking to me about it the other day. heh hes like " where you applying? " i was like " uhh... " hes like " well youre gonna have to know soon " and i forgot the rest of the convo but i get to start thinking about college. lovely. maybe ill be a computer nerd and apply for a college right down the block from me :-x. hahaha. nah i wanna go to UNC and play basketball for the tarheels. i doubt thatd ever happen im not smart enough for that college. theres also tennesee, illinois. i just want a good college for a good basketball team i can get on, and if all else fails ill be a famous drummer. i'll be famous somehow :x. hopefully if not i should get used to saying "would u like fries with that" heh. well hm, imma go talk to my baby <3dana<3 now. i'll update another time.. later jeff. that autumn leaves fall dry and sweet tells me everything is not broken no everything is not broken if everythings not fine if everythings not fine that nature rains on flames we made should tell you everything is not broken no everything is not broken if everythings not fine and i will find the colors in my life the places and times it was now and i will walk outside on my own into the light the kind of clarity that only comes to me on sundays shine it tells me everything is not broken no everything is not broken if everythings is fine and everything is fine if everything is fine i love you so much dana<3333 for once my mood is happy, all because i got my baby back :] [3] - TBS.

hm [28 Aug 2002|01:47pm] Chris, let me tell you one thing mother fucker. You Stink.! jk<3 Jrys. :o TBS.

haha true [26 Aug 2002|05:14am] What kind of Drug Addict are you? You are the "sit back and watch everything" type. You could describe yourself as lazy and unprovoked. You are amused by stupid things, but only when you are understanding what is going on around you! Half the time you are clueless, but that's okay. You're taking the easy ride through life, and hopefully you won't get caught on some speed bumps. Deep in your mind however, you are actually very creative and bright! You have the capacity to make a difference in the world if you put some effort into it. TBS.

FAGGOT [24 Aug 2002|05:08am] here i am defferent in this normal world why did you tease me? made me feel absurd walking stereotypes feeding their heads i am ugly. please just go away i can see inside you fine this blessing in disguise why you treat me this way? make the hate stay a cell locked, i can never seem to escape all the laughing, all the pain if you were me, what would you do? nothing, probably. you'd just go on your way faggot! im just a pretty boy, whatever you call it you wouldn't know a real man if you saw it it keeps going on day after day, son you fake, if you don't want none im sick and tired of people treating me this way everyday who gives a fuck right now i got something to say to all the people that think im strange and i should be out of here locked up in a cage you don't know what the hell is up now anyway you got this pretty-boy feeling like im enslaved to a world that never appreciated shit YOU CAN SUCK MY DICK AND FUCKING LIKE IT!!! hear my gun, but he has a body mighty: any say, anyway, going to say, anyway, any say, going away, going to say, anyway im just a pretty boy, im not supposed to fuck a girl im just a pretty boy, living in this fucked up world all my life, who am i?! im just a faggot! faggot! im a fagoot! FAGGOT! im not a faggot! (or am i?) faggot! you motherfucking queers! [1] - TBS.

rotfl [22 Aug 2002|06:07pm] drawbridges: lol i dont get the disney channel bandanna: you suck then bandanna: disney channel <3 drawbridges: lol bandanna: dude they even got a radio station ;x drawbridges: I LISTEN TO THAT drawbridges: LOLO bandanna: LOLOLOL drawbridges: RADIO DISNEYYYY bandanna: You probably got KIDS BOP too bandanna: ;x drawbridges: lolol noooo bandanna: lol yes that and them NOW cds ;x drawbridges: NO I ONLY HAVE 1 2 4 AND 5 drawbridges: OK drawbridges: THX bandanna: ROFL drawbridges: ;x drawbridges: DINNERS READY drawbridges: G2G drawbridges: RAVIOLI drawbridges: YUM bandanna: rofl bandanna: I had Chicken wings ;x drawbridges: lol. drawbridges: ILL BE BACK drawbridges: IN LIKE drawbridges: 2 HOURS drawbridges: :xxxxXXX bandanna: ROFL bandanna: PIG drawbridges: ;X bandanna: Don't forget to chew bandanna: :o drawbridges: I WONT drawbridges: <3 bandanna: <3 [1] - TBS.

lololo [22 Aug 2002|01:28am] hunny bun: how old are you? drawbridges: 15 hunny bun: dude i thought you were like 17 hunny bun: you act older:-X drawbridges: lol. hunny bun: its true hunny bun: :-D drawbridges: thats the first time anyone has ever told me that. hunny bun: oh word! drawbridges: yes so thx <33 TBS.

yeah quick thing [16 Aug 2002|02:47am] new icon. sup2 shawn... thx TBS.

you're all i have in this teenage twilight [14 Aug 2002|01:25am] [ mood | pissed off ] [ music | korn - beat it upright ] uhm yeah. bored. nothing to do but update this stupid piece of fucking shit, i think imma just delete it. its worthless. blah. im not in a fucking good mood. my and my dad fought like what and i barely said anything because i would have went crazy and all hell would have broken loose, so i sat outside and waited for shannon to get here, and whatnot and we went to callans house, and i was playing with callans guine pig and it died in my hands, so imma buy her a new 1. they only 20$. me and dana are doing good and going strong.. 2 months is coming up soon, i guess. school starts in a couple of weeks, i gotta get some new clothes. today i went to the mall and just chilled there for a little bit, i grubbed money for food, cuz i was stoned and hungry as hell, i got so stoned, i was dancing on a garbage can and it fucking collasped in, and i got ketchup on my shirt some how iunno. i just got off the phone with dana.. fun stuff. she was so mean 2 me. she told me "fuck you" then she flicked me off, then she called me a whore. damn. what did i do. psh. okay im done. im getting the fuck out of here. later jeff. i love dana. "hold me now, im 6 feet from the edge and im thinking maybe 6 feet aint so far down." i've been here far to long. i think it's time for me to go. my life is moving along to slow. now i need a better place to go. sorry, i never let my emotions show. some things, should always be told. never let emotions go un-showed. [2] - TBS.

meet me half way there [11 Aug 2002|06:07pm] [ mood | busy ] [ music | none ] eh hey everyone... im at shannons house, i slept there. and then me and dana got into a fight cuz she was jealous and all this other stuff... hmmm i love her and im not gonna hurt her like that and well last night was so much fun... shannon put a garbage can on her head and i was faced the other way i turned around and freaked out and fucking knocked her down :X! lolol then me and callan were up till 7am cuz remenissing the night, then at 5pm today me and callan were laying on the couch and callan goes "its 5 o'clock... what are we going to do.. GET A MOVE ON SHANNON" loplolol u hadda be there... well elvis is here and i needa get ready bye<333 i love dana [3] - TBS.

i have shallow unrealistic dreams. [10 Aug 2002|05:16am] [ mood | so fucking beyond tired ] [ music | um... ill nino - liar ] What lame pick up line are you? lololololololololo nah itd be more like "call me -wink- dot com" then id be like " how about we get out a here you and me... grab a burger catch a movie.. dot com -wink- call me" or "are those space pants youre wearing because your ass is out of this world" or " my love for you is like diarehhia, i just cant hold it in" ;X! Ooo! The potty mouth, callous, rude with a tendency to swear quite a lot...hmm...though your intentions may be good, the results aren't always what you thought they would be... you also tend to be a tad immature. Which finger are you? Take the quiz to find out. hahaha how cute. x; dot com My bumper sticker reads: In English: Frankly, my dear, I don't give a damn. Take the quiz. lol Find out if you are gay, bi, or str8. Super Teen Extrodinaire Take the Cartoon Hero Quiz?. lololooll freakazoid jeff2da rescue Shape-shifting Wizard Find out what Cartoon villan you are. i dont know this guy Fowl Mouthed and Odd Find out what Cartoon location you are. You like to say naughty words. You also seem to have this odd talent of being able to offend people even when you aren't trying too. Not that you're a bad guy you're just mischevious...kinda. lolol sounds just like me. okay no more quizzes.. hm, well i cant sleep. so imma update since i havent in awhile... ive been writing in uj -> 625 <- me and dana share it... ummm today or yesterday iunno was the carnival and it was so much fun cept when i found out my dad was there and i was so fucking stoned, and he came up to me and was like R U STONED OR SOMETHING?! i was like NO! why? and hes like your eyes are all red im like oh my contacts were hurting me, hes like do you need eye drops? i was like i got some thx. and hes like o ok. and then he walked off.. i saw so many people i knew it was so crazy, but i didnt recognize them cuz i havent seen them since the end of june and thats awhile hm, blah i really need to sleep but im like freakin out i keep on hearin noises and shit, iunno. todays warped tour and i needa get up early, so imma go... later jeff i love dana<333 6/25/02 - forever sup meag <333333 bestfriends "true friends walk in when others walk out" im sorry julie<3 plz 4give me stephh<333333333333 steff<3333 katie- we'll never be friends again so give it up. RAIGH<3333 hm... i think i got every1... yeh thats every1. ahah. just kiddin CANDICE<333333333333333333 ilu yo, you're my bestfriend<3333 [1] - TBS.

yeah we make great friends but its just not the same [06 Aug 2002|01:38am] cherishings: Woop. cherishings: .com drawbridges: omg u said dot com drawbridges: lolololol cherishings: :-X! drawbridges: DOT COM drawbridges: DOT SLASH drawbridges: DOT ORG cherishings: SLASH NET cherishings: :X drawbridges: omg drawbridges: u rox cherishings: H T T P cherishings: :-X cherishings: DOUBLE SLASH cherishings: WORLD WIDE WEB drawbridges: DOT C J B DOT NET cherishings: LOLOL drawbridges: ;X! cherishings: A O L DOT COM cherishings: ;-)! drawbridges: STEFF AND JEFF GONE DUMB DOT COM BACK SLASH DOT NET cherishings: ROFL. cherishings: FA REALS SON drawbridges: lolololol cherishings: :oX drawbridges: :X! cherishings: /").("\ cherishings: WAIT cherishings: WATCH drawbridges: o cherishings: DON'T TALK drawbridges: thats cute drawbridges: ok cherishings: /").("\ cherishings: ("\(o.o)/") cherishings: PEEK A BOO cherishings: :-D drawbridges: AHHHH funny stuff.. TBS.

interesting [05 Aug 2002|07:16pm] glass_jaw probability that glass_jaw has masturbated today: 75% glass_jaw's lucky number is: 34 glass_jaw is most like the color #399d4c: username: by James one of them should have been 100% -whistles- call me. [1] - TBS.

i put the fear in you where noone should ever be [05 Aug 2002|02:37am] [ mood | frustrated ] [ music | korn - thoughtless ] eh, yeah new fucking background... only took me fucking 30 minutes to do. no biggie. schmuck anyway lots of things coming up...august 5-> last basketball game. august 8th -> one true thing concert. august 9th -> carnival up in town. august 10th-> warped tour that from autumn to ashes just addded in on.. .they were supposed to start on the boston one and not do the ny warped but they did it here so thx god. august 31st->my 16th birthday and from autumn to ashes with one true thing show... so yeah august is a cool month ;x. and then september 4th i start school. blah. hm.. well i haven't been talking to dana on the phone a lot cuz we have no phone card and i can only call her on the weekend with my phone, but i love her a lot. its really cool. ;]. hm..ive been hanging out with callan and shannon a lot... im like callans brother, me and her mom are hella close. its cool. its like i could come over whenever i wanted to and i dont have to call, i can eat their food and its ok. ;x i can almost call her "mom" :x! and i joke around with her. im like "hey mrs. ____ how about we get out of here... call me" and she just laughs its funny... i think i have fleas. because bobo has fleas and hes always around me and now im all itchy and shit.. i washed my hair 5 times and myself 10 times. and i still itch its crazy... i hate it. well im gonna go talk to dana, and steff.. they rox <3 jeff i love <3dana<3 6/25/02 steff<333 candice<333 steph<333 raigh<333 meag<3333 bestfriends "true friend walk in when others walk out" "then a phone call made me realize im wrong and if i dont make it know that i loved you all along just like sunny days that we ignore because were all dumb and jaded and i hope to god i figure out whats wrong" [4] - TBS.

tears are feelings we can't say. [31 Jul 2002|12:21am] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | rufio - tears ] candice candice candice, shes fucking sweet as hell ive know her half of my life and we're so fucking kew because we just is.... happy? :X yeah bad day. its all good...i had a bad game,i got kicked out :X, becuz i was inbounding the ball and i pulled a famous move, and threw the ball at the kids back and it bounced off i got back inbounds and layed it up, and then the kid pushed me and i was like GET THE FUCK OFF OF ME U FUCKING RETARD, and then i got a tequnical and was kicked off the court the school was so weird becuz when u walked in there was security and they frisk u and after he was done i was like r u hard yet? -wink- call me then my dad yelled at me for cursing and then i locked his ass out of the house i got a new puppy tho :D i named it bobo.... but yeah, me and candice are cool again, and that makes me happy cuz we've known eachother for a really long time. the reason i was mad at her was because after we've known eachother she went and believed katie, and she's barely known katie half as long as ive known candice. yeah, me and dana are good<3 last night she had me speechless :X she was like " dont forget.. i make my OWN choices.. and i've made mine.. i fell inlove with you, and no1 is gonna break us up" i was speechless for real. well, imma go talk to candice, dana and meag. the 3 coolest people alive. <3333 jeff smile can't you see i am still me anti-authority same philosophy enjoying life as much as i can i will trying to create that contagious smile with that passion that i long to succeed in my ways days pass by i am not gonna sit here no more no more no more won't you see you're not me why would you want to be you're an individul on your own do what you want cause you want to trying to create that contagious smile with that passion that i long to succeed in my ways days pass by i am not gonna sit here no more no more no more -taproot i love dana<3333 6/25/02 candice<333333333333333333 love u :D meag<333333333333333 "true friends walk in when others walk out" i love you :D [2] - TBS.

[30 Jul 2002|03:08pm] [ mood | angry ] [ music | poison the well - not within arms length ] drawbridges: how was your chicken fatty oily: i dunno oily: i swallowed it drawbridges: lol drawbridges: u didnt even chew it drawbridges: just swallowed it oily: yeah oily: i scarfed it down drawbridges: dang. oily: lol shush oily: it was like good oily: i had 2 pieces oily: one was small drawbridges: how was it? 'like good' drawbridges: whats up with that meag oily: it was... fingerlickin good oily: lol oily: shut up drawbridges: like me cuz im fingerlicking crackalackin good drawbridges: FlirtatiuosNrGxo drawbridges: whos that oily: she's my friend oily: i am talking to her on the phone drawbridges: cooz oily: and i said "fingerlickin good" oily: cause i was typing it drawbridges: YOURE TRIPPIN oily: and she asked mw who i was talking to oily: ON ACID yo ;x oily: me* drawbridges: WoOp drawbridges: doesnt that look like a wave oily: no not really oily: this does oily: WwWwWwWwWw drawbridges: no way oily: lol ;x drawbridges: ~ oily: no no drawbridges: that does oily: this does oily: VvVvVvVvVvV oily: yeah that does oily: ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ oily: but its like a straight wave drawbridges: ~~~~~~~~~ drawbridges: water oily: yeah hush ;x oily: go jeff :[ drawbridges: woohoo! retards2k2 im getting a dog in about 2 hours? fun. im gonna go and talk to dana, i got a game at 5, and a game tomorrow at 6 i think or 7 iunno, and then next monday i have a game and then im done "why do your eyes paralyze me? what makes me feel this way? carry me away, with silence. and heartbeats as rapid, and heartbeats as rapid. thinking about your embrace, and how it makes me feel. i just want to feel this way forever... ...i remember your face imprinted on angels. your voice as beautiful as the sound of waves- crashing against my heart time slows down when you look at me im infatuated with this. infatuated with you..." i love dana<333 meag<3333 bestfriends4e sup steph<333 [2] - TBS.

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